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Fri, Jul. 3rd, 2015 10:57 pm

It's pretty bad it has came full circle but I need to rage and vent in a healthy way.  So this journal will be where I put all my poems I feel and right.    Almost like a rant but not.

This Feeling

Something everything seems so dark
But all I want to do is build this ark
Flying in this cage I'm trapped in
Trying to be more thing thrown in the bin

I feel things that I should feel inside
Flowing deep again the crashing tide
Wanting to be everything meant for you
Even when my world feels a lot more blue

Time seems like it's running out
Something in my stomach I want to shout
All the pain I feel I want to hold to not hurt
So I don't make us feel like dirt

Bark Don't Growl

Happy dog chasing a ball in the running hills
Bound for adventure far into the world
Wagging and so free
Running in circles just to see

Unhappy dog bound for a steep climb
In for challenges that test his love
Shaking and running away
Stuck in a never ending motion

Holding My Head Up

Feeling afraid of what is up ahead
But following my heart to try
With strains that seems very hard
I'm never going to give up

With all this feeling running each way
I'll grin and run towards the future
No matter how dark the now seems
I don't want to stop

Current Mood: blah blah


Sun, Apr. 14th, 2013 05:56 am

It's funny how a lot of the main place I've have so many people I really don't want looking at my content like facebook I can't really just say what I want because it'll come back to me one way or another.   I can't rant about how my family are basically all waiting to die in this household.  Or maybe how there is no way we are gonna make it with the lack of everything.  I've have a plan in place but I swear they think this money is just coming from heaven or something. All I know is this month or the next month will probably be the last day I live in my grandma house and that's just really sad because I love it here but the face of the matter these guys aren't going to help me and the only person that is willing to help is a long way even even they aren't in a great spot.  I really don't know what to expect to come from this but I'm hoping for the best.  All I know is I've stuck here so long with these guys it's almost a joyful thing to have no reason to stay.  Anyways here's wishing me luck


Current Mood: blah blah


Thu, Aug. 27th, 2009 01:35 pm

I am part of the HCD Survey Panel and have been participating in MediaCurves.com studies.  Recently they released a survey of the Public Service Announcement from the U.K. about the dangers of driving while texting.  The polls were amazing 80% of people who reported on the survey said that they are less likely to text while driving after watching the PSA.  If that wasn't amazing enough 85% of American viewers reported that the PSA should be aired in the U.S.  If you want to make your own opinion of the survey why don't you view it for yourself and the video that goes along with it.  You can view it at http://www.mediacurves.com/NationalMediaFocus/J7508-PSA/Index.cfm when you get there you can post down at the bottom of the page what you think about it or you could always just leave a comment below.

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Current Location: United States, Ohio, Columbus
Current Mood: accomplished accomplished


Sun, Jul. 19th, 2009 09:09 pm

This is the last of the Black Shadow of Death series Danielle released a looong time ago.


Black Shadows of Death: Return to Hell (Book 2)Collapse )


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Current Location: United States, Ohio, Columbus
Current Mood: accomplished accomplished
Current Music: None


Sun, Jul. 19th, 2009 09:01 pm

I'm adding this mainly because Geocities is going down and I need new place for it.  So forgive me for the long entry

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Current Location: United States, Ohio, Columbus
Current Mood: blank blank
Current Music: None


Mon, Jul. 13th, 2009 12:29 am

Yis it's me again.  I decided to give Livejournal another shot at not being a jerk with my entry.  Anyways, I skipped a whole bunch of stuff that has happened to me lately.  I haven't found a job which is very annoying but on the brighter note I got out of the hellhole I was living in because of it.  My dad lost his job having one too many days late most of them I would call them drunkener days where he wasn't at home with me when they happened.  The alarm clock got him on the last one though.  Anyways it's not about my dad the point is that he couldn't get another job and evenually we couldn't live there anymore.  So we had to move in with my grandma's.  When we first moved I didn't even had my computer in her because I was afraid it might have annoying insects to deal with.  But after about 3 months I was able to get it out and play some of the many games I downloaded on to my computer for fun like Stepmania and Mungyodance or some other games.   It was probably another 3 months until I got my computer back which was one of the best days for me.  I had a online relationship with someone but she nevered mailed me letters when I was away which made me extremely sad.  But I was like whatever maybe it was the post man.

It was close to christmas when I finally got the internet back oh it was such a joyous moment since there isn't much you can do here.  I got look around and see all the things I missed and enjoyed and found even more things to even.  The online relationship we had kinda went south after I came back but maybe that's because I really don't want to all like I want to be with you forever no matter what because it seems I always get hurt like that so I just was more like you mean a lot to me and such.  Anyways, she got a crush online and we don't speak to each other that much anymore which is sad because everyone that I like are important to me.  All the way back to MGB and if you know who that is then you may know me a little TOO much. xD  Anyways, I did new things decided to get on SL found out about Let's Plays on youtube.  On second life I found Sarah who I really care the world for even though it's a very odd relationship but when you love someone it's just something you have to full for and let youself freefall
.  I really love the girl with all my heart weither or not she knows it or not.  I just get very distracted and have been very reserved for my whole life I'm more like "Wheee I want to play!" instead of "Let's talk then let's play together Whee!".  Not only that but I really trust her that when she says she'll never leave me I don't deny it.  She has heard one of the worse things that ever happened over her because foolish me left the mic on while I went to take a drunk uncle dave to his girlfriend's house.

Spreaking of uncle Dave had to move in with us as well because o
f his girlfriend kicking him out so.  Which I don't mind since he does seem to give out his money left and right to his girlfriend's annoying daughter who deserves a slap across the face instead of a candy bar or a toy.  Since he moved here he's been giving a lot more alcohol to my dad since my dad can't really get any because my grandma won't buy him it.  He's been pretty annoying but at least I know he's safe.  It's hard to say I care about him but I do he is still my father after all even though he likes to annoy the hell out of me.  Dave has gotten himself in the Payday Advance trap though he's got 5 count it 5 payday advances of $500 every two months while his paycheck is $1000 every two months so he keeps borrows pays borrows pays borrows it's a never ending cycle.

But let's not talk about the bad any more that stuff it pretty annoying.  I have found that I can make a little extra spending money from taking surveys at Opinion Outpost I made a decent amout of money there I made about $40 for 6 months which isn't too good but it's all the money I have been able to get  I got a few other ones but they are going waaay slower.  I also have a very nice girl who I really hope will last with me until we meet and live together and that like.  He always jokes like you show move down here with me but I always say How by walking?  Either way I really do have a lot to be happy for.

I know there are a few of you out there that haven't talked to me in forever and I really would like to chat to you again.  My Yahoo is URunderdog and MSN is j4v4d0ggy followed by the at hotmail with some even more normal stuff. xD  I get enough Spam.  So please no more I don't look at it EVER.

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Current Mood: distressed distressed


Tue, Apr. 14th, 2009 06:14 pm

Stuff happened Livejournal deleted WHOORAY!

Edit: Quick Rehash of said stuff.

Had to move in with grandma. I went over the past about how things happened and what's happening now. I gave a plug to Opinion Outlook comment for a invite. Dad fails at jobs. I got internet back. Internet stuff here. I love Sarah. xD I miss my long post. T-T;


Wed, Jun. 13th, 2007 10:37 am

Join IMVU and help me get some refers.

If you already have that Join Neopets?

Or do both if you want to help me. Thank you for your time.



Tue, May. 29th, 2007 08:37 am

Lots of my problems have been circling around my dad. I mean every time I want to spend time with him. He doesn't want the same thing so instead of talking to me about it he bring over a "whore". Sadly, I have to call everyone around here a whore because I don't trust them at ALL. Him bring women over he has cost me hundreds maybe even thousands of dollars and tons of times I would have to go hungry because of him. He always says "This is the last time" but I can't believe that.

Court ProblemsCollapse )

Steal my soul?Collapse )

Okay, you must be saying your life can't be just all bad right? Of course it's not. There are a few nice things that happen and most are mixed in with the bad things to make them barely decent things. But life can't be just cupcakes and sugar cookies can it?

Birthday BustCollapse )

Like I said good things usually come with bad things attached but some of the best things have came from my friends online. They give me lots of love that really always makes me feel warm in my heart and I love that. I mean it's nice to have someone there for you when you need them. To my friends out there thank you. You all get cookies in my book lots of them. x3

Future Boom or Big Dud?Collapse )

That's pretty much all my sorry from the bad to the good all year. I'm sure I probably missed a whole bunch things about missing Danielle still loving people online so much and other little things. Anyways, I love you all. =3

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: distressed distressed
Current Music: Enya - Only Time


Thu, Jun. 22nd, 2006 06:15 am

This is the Ghooossstt of Joooee. I want you to all Sign up and confirm your account on Neopets. Whoooooooooo. Clich Heeeerree
underdogpuff got their Neopet at http://www.neopets.com

Anyways, Still not much interesting going on playing KH2 and stuff. *shrugs*